I juz love this 2 pics.. It perks me up as i was going thru the pics in Eek's com.. I miss these 2 gerls a lot.
Well i need to do shoppin!! Seriously!! I can't even fit in my jeans no more.. I'm gettin fat!! Fat!!! Well, not really la actually, juz tht i put on weight tht's all.. Yups.. Guess wad's my weight now? I'm 60 kg!! And i'm not kiddin.. I was 47 when i first entered NS. See how they feed u up like a pig.. Well, not really la like a pig.. Juz tht my body is filled with muscles and i can't even fit in my t-shirts.. Some are too tight.. Hahaha.. I seriously need a makeover or wardrobe assistant. .
Yesterday was our final IPPT test and guess wad did i get for my 2.4km? GOLD!! My timin is 9 mins and 18 secs.. I was surprised myself cuz never in my life i got gold for my 2.4. But overall the test i got was a Silver. Disappointin yes, but i managed to pass.. Phew.. I'm still very weak at my Standing Board Jump. I sucked!!!
This comin week 10 is gonna be more tougher than i thot. There's Ship fire which is very very horrible, there's HRCT test, well there's no use of me tellin u guys wad these things are though.. Haha.. But anyhow's, 2 more weeks to POP!!! I'm glad tht this nightmare is finally gonna be over.. Cuz I'm tired being treated like dogs. . . POP orh!!!
Hahaha...Hmmz, this is 1 thing i juz feel like pointin out, and if u readers happen to bombard me after readin this, is up to you la. When a happy event falls on Cempaka Biru, they planned, planned and planned as they day comes closer which ppl wud juz think tht it's really gonna happen but for some reasons or wad so eva whenever i'm in tht picture, the event juz got cancel OR people juz don't attend due to : werk, family probs, can't go out, follow mood. For once i can understand la, but why is it when it comes to me everytime, it always happen this way??
Is there any reason for this thing to happen? Some guys i haven't seen for like so long, when can i see them? I know they hav probs, but whenever i got confined or i'm in camp, they hav their plans organized and things happened to be planned perfectly but whenever i'm around, the total strength of Cempaka Biru is not there. It's a BIG disappointing for me as i always thought, am i jinx inside the group? or ppl are juz condemming me for no reason? I know it's irritatin to behave this way but i'm paranoid,why does it always happen this way??
Honestly, in every group tht I'm in, I juz felt left out. Updates, whos with who, wad happen to who and etc.. How irritating can it be? Hiaz... But my solution is to juz shut the fuck up and juz look and listen wad's gng on around me..
Before i end my post, i wanna thank the NOCHES for hanging out.. Gosh, i miss the old times tht we used to hang out at Afiq's.. If only the original gang were there ytd, rite Naha
My Belated B'dae Wishes To Syz'we and Khairullah! Happy Bdae Y'all... God Bless You guys always.. Take care and stay cool always...>
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The name's Hilmi, u can call me Im for short, or Hils or Hilly will do.. haha.. Anyways, serving my national service right now and finishin soon 11 sept 2008! Yahoo
Born on 11 May 1987.. Hav 3 crazy siblings. 21 this year. Laid back kinda guy and loves to make sarcastic remarks.. and a bit lame as well...
Loves
surf the net
reading books by mike gayle & matt dunn
hanging out with his frens