Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Blessed Living
Hi there readers, it's been while haven't been updatin here, oh well, as u can see the pic above is my sister and me, and wad am i wearing, well, i'm wearing SGH patient pyjamas. Yes, i was admitted to the hospital 2 days ago, and i was discharged ytd. Why am i there? Well, it happen during a firecall at Yuan Ching Road, Old Tang Dynasty there, is happens to be an amusement park tht closed down really long long time ago. Yes the whole place was caught on fire, how the fire started no idea.
How do i get into this mess, simple, i was penetrating the fire from outside, well, simple to say, cuz it's an open area where u dun need ur breathing mask since u're outside, minutes later, all the high superiors came and informed my officer tht fightin the fire from outside is useless, so as usual, as kanchong as they are, they asked me to move inside the building and fight the burning inferno, as i am aware tht i wasn't wearing any facemask, i thought it's gonna be a short period of time, and i am sure tht my officers notice tht i wasn't wearing any and so were they.
Anyways, minutes later i was instructed to enter another part of the building, the heat was intense, the thick black smoke looks like as though it was gonna form up a face and eat me up, well it did actually, well, when i was tryin to get in, i was clouded my intoxicatin smell of monoxide, and i think i inhale too much of monoxide, tht it jammed up my breathin systems, and there i was, fallin down the stairs, out of breath, suffocating, and coughin as if tear guys were runnin up in my nervous systems. The heat as usual was intense. Tht point of time, i was thinkin, shit, i'm such a useless fireman, i was there for like 20 mins, with no1 taking over me, but i had no choice but to let go.
Man, i must be pretty pathetic as always and i think i caused an embarrassment to my colleagues and worst my station.. Sigh... I was hospitalised at SGH under Burns centre.
The night i was hospitalised, doc says i inhaled to much carbon monoxide, and my throat was swollen badly, they somehow put a tube into my nose and it went through my lungs as if they are making a documentary of the human body being intoxicated with the burning ashes. Well, i'm ok for now, Azmil came with his gf tht nite. I was thankful tht he came, informed my mother, billy, herms, rusty and naha.
Sorry dalilah, i didn't inform u, cuz i dun want u to worry baby. Anyways, the day i got discharged, rusty came, emil, kak arliana, khairullah, (thanks for the slippers bro!) Irfah and her bf. thanks, and of course my beloved sister. Thank u all for coming, i really appreciate it. If I were to die tht day juz becuz i inhale too much Monoxide, i got so many ppl tht i need to apologise, especially my mother and few of my dear dear frens. Ok i better not make this entry sounds like a Will. But i'm blessed living again, and havin the people i love in my life. thank u..
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Before i forget, AYU, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I hope we really did surprise u alot tht day.. sorry if the pic is very blurry with u and ur bf, not my camera anyways, so babe, enjoy ur 1 (7) bdae ok! Love u many many babe. May u be bless with happiness and many returns ok! Thanks and glad to hav u in ma life. Muacks!
topsy turvy-ed @ 5:00 PM
Thursday, May 22, 2008
I guess some people juz underestimated David Archuleta eh? Haha.. Congrats to David Cook for winning American Idol 2008! I knew he wud win! haha.. Well he deserves it anyways.. So here's to all David Cook's fans!! Haha..
topsy turvy-ed @ 11:52 PM
Hola readers! It's been a while eh? haha.. I know i know.. Well, been busy lately.. haha.. Anyways, to lazy to blog, but i let the pics to the talkin ok, this is wad i've been doing the whole week after my last entry..
Simple small birthday shoutouts to Yani who plays Evil queen in Snow white back in Wayang Warehouse days! and not forgettin hehe, my part-time gf, Ayu!!
and to Nasri, thank you so much for the P. Ramlee tix, i really enjoyed the musical very much, with Liza Hanim singin live in those nostalgic songs.. Wow. The musical somehow moved me. really. I enjoyed it.. Thanks. And cheers to u my fren. Enjoy Ur ORD-oh!
Hey ya, celebrate my belated bdae with my close ns/sargent/bitchy/close fren, Azmil!! Haha.. Yup, thanks bro, for the present, the dinner, the company, the songs and of course the bitchiness! haha.. Gosh, since he ORD-ed and now a malay language teacher, he still rawks! haha.. even though kinda miss him at work tho.. haha.. I'm glad we got to catch up again. Haha.. and as always, thanks for the ride home on ur Gilera. Btw, please please please ride safely! God, i dun wanna hear another accident from u! The stitches look pretty bad. So dun ride too fast ok!
This is wad Azmil got for me! haha. A TOPMAN polo tee and there's a number 11 behind it, and he didn't even notice there is a number 11 there. haha.. but good choice. haha.. i love it. thanks.. Looks a bit more like a jersey to me actually.. haha.. and he nvr seen me wear yellow before so ok. I'll wear it ok..
Ok dun wanna be an asshole to Dalilah Hani but hehe.. yeah i got the Mraz album! haha.. and i'm listenin to it rite now while doing this post, songs are all not bad. Very nice, i give a 3.5 out of 5. haha.. And Raff, it's good.. Really.. haha.. I love the insides of the album, very kindergarten drawings by him.. haha... very cute.. Ok tht's abt it people, anyways, headin back to werk tomorrow, sigh, after a long week missing from werk, i'm like slackin myself to werk.. haha.. ok then, good nite everybody, and THANK YOU for all the birthday blog entries, shoutouts and entries! thanks. God bless u all!
topsy turvy-ed @ 12:07 AM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Hey ya readers, i watch these 2 movies above on my bday. It was really awesome. Well Ashton Kutcher, boy, he never fails to crack all his jokes and being stupid as ever. And Cameron D, well, hot and sexy as ever. This 2 can make a gr8 pair in realitee. haha.. but too bad..
As for Ayat-ayat Cinta, which i watched alone, wow, it's damm nice.. really, moved u. No wonder the seats are always sold out. Haha.. Well part of the show teaches the way of Islam in marriages and relationships, which is good though, no only malays i spotted watchin this show, so does the Chinese and ang mohs. I'm surprised there myself.. haha, but it was a good movie.. and i love the songs, the one from Rossa and Sherina. Happens tht Melly Goeslaw wrote it, wow, i got some of the songs! haha..
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This is wad i had ytd with the Noches, thanks for the celebration guys i really appreciate it. Thanks the 4 years of frenship, it's been gr8 havin u guys a part of my life. Love u lots. and Naha, sorry i put tht pic of u with spoon, i juz find it funny.. haha.. Sid, haha, u were crazy as always..
Birthday SMSes
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As u all know today I'm officially turned 21. And yeah, people asked wad am i gonna do. Apparently nothin anyways. Yeah. Boring rite? u're 21 and u nvr do any party or wadsoever, reason behind it, budget. tak ada SEN!!! haha.. Well, i'm ok with it for not celebrating my 21st bday like how i read other people's blog or how they told me abt their 21st bday celebration. yup yup, envy but it's ok.. haha..
Anyways, was checkin my old number to view my sms, btw, i changed my number tho, in case some of u who are very close to me, i'm sure i gave my number to u. Damm rite i gave it to u guys! So anyways, here are my bdae sms tht i got from, and i'm really really am thankful to u people so much, for havin me a part in ur lives.. Thanks..
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Shafardani: Happy happy bdae hilly! I wish u happiness joyful cheerful good health good love good fortune and be everythi tht u're wishin for becoming reality. Amin, if i have a super hero power i'll definitely fulfilled ur dream but i'm juz a boy with a simple life, so this boy who is ur fren wants to wish u a happy unforgettable 21st bdae, tht's the least he could do to remind you tht u are not forgettable! :-D Happy happy bdae hilly!
Esjay Danial: Hi Hilmi. . In case u ask "who is this stranger?" I am esjay danial from facebook and hope u dun get angry with sudden intrusion, juz to wish u a happy bdae to u in advance tomolo and hav a blast countdown later.. Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan murahkan rezeki yeah. . . Amin. . .
Ali Joe: Happy birthday Hils! Ali joe.
Kak Hani (i hav no idea who this is):Elo hilmi, ni kak hani. Happy mother's Day! Oops!! Tersalah lak. Hee. Happy 21st bdae! Wish u much pleasure n joy. Hope all ur wishes come true! hope ur bday be perfect for u! Have a blast! ;p
Ayu: SAYANG! I'm half an hour late! haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! lovelove you. Don't get drunk!XOXO. <3
Azmil: Duhai sahabatku, dunia ini selalu berkejar2 tapi seringkali tidak diketahui apa yg dikejarkn, kedewasaanmu harap membukakan sinarmu agar mentarinya ke hujung ufuk.. kamu hanya punya dirimu, sayangilah yg ada, memperbaharuilah yg sedia ada... slmt berdewasa tapi jgn alpa agar angka penuh makna. . . salam..
Dalilah Hani: Hilly dear! Finally!! Hahaha.. Happy bdae! Tnks for everytin.. Tnks for being a grt fren, a listenin ear, a camwhore buddy... thanx for being tere! Happiest bdae to u! Miss u n we shall mit nxt week k. U, me n eeks. Gosh...I miss spending time with u guys. Luv Ya!
Rox: Happy birthday to u!Happy birthday to u!Happy birthday to Hilmi! Happy 21st bdae to u! Another big leap in life! Stay happy n healthy. Look forward to ur pressie. The next time we meet. :-D
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It floods my inbox with their long msgs.. Haha thanks guys i really appreaciate all the bdae wishes..I'm really happy tho. Love ya all! to my triple Cs clique, thanks for the advance bday wishes at Starbucks! Haha.. Glad to hear it..
My family! Mum, i had a blast with u and adek2, thanks so much for the beautiful card, and to u mum, Happy Mother's Day. And Happy Mother's Day to All U readers out there!! Whoever i know tht is already a mother!
this poem is for all mother's out there. Written by me, and definitely by me. Hope u mother's out there like it yeah.
She brought me to this world with no regrets,
It was her first blessing tht she could never forget,
She raised me up despite the pain and frustration,
with no one to turn to when times of desperation,
She gave me strength and guidance througout the years,
With the help from the Almighty one to hear,
Her love for her kids it's not juz one-sided,
Indeed her job is tough and orderly divided,
She may frown at times seeing us misbehaved,
Never take advantage of her after what she gave,
She is what we called mother,
The one who is like God to us that never seperates us forever,
Treat with respect after what she's been through,
At the end of the day, always remember to say I love you.
Copyrite Hils.
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Hope u readers out there like this simple poem i made, i know there's a lot of grammar mistakes or wadsoever. Well, i made the effort.. haha.. Happy Mother's Day and Happy Bdae to me!
topsy turvy-ed @ 10:50 AM
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
It's a Vonderful Weekend...
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I would post pics here but too bad i can't, cuz it's not uploaded yet! Haha.. Anyways, my weekend was a blast, Party-ed like mad, mainly becuz i think i was too high, and dancing like wow, i'm on a roll! haha.. Nas, Jot, Bom, Shadan, Eeks were there, saw Hairul, Juz and members from SOS were there. Haha.. Met up with Daryl as well, and his frens, can't remember their names but haha, we had a blast tho. It was seriously the most, best nites ever, Nas and Bom never see me dance so hyper tht night.. Hehe..
Was grinding with one of Daryl's girlfriends. Hahaha.. It was cool tho. Eeks, apparently make out with his ehem ehem.. Naughty guy.
And me, well, me and nas were like shaking our ass off, and the podium, and me being sweaty, so decide to take the top off, yes, my 2nd time takin my top off.. hehe.. Gonna hav fun again this weekend! Look forward to it!
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I read Dalilah's bloggie, hehe, can't wait to get the new Jason Mraz album, i heard all the new songs in youtube as well as Imeem, hehe, wow, love it very much, especially the 1 tht i posted on me blog.. Colbie Caillat and him workin together, wow.. Really somethin.. Haha.. So babe, i'm gettin it for myself when the album's out.. Hehe.. Jgn jeles yeah.. till next entry..
Oh yah, Naha, if u're reading this, this comin monday jadi ke tak? senyap je.. sms me yah... btw, i want my donuts from KL!
topsy turvy-ed @ 5:40 PM
Saturday, May 03, 2008
Entry of Apology
__________________Dear Danny Ramlan,
I guess i hav to make the first move again, but first i wanna clear things, juz need to let it out from my system, whether u like it or not, here goes..
Danny, u're being an unreasonable coming 24 year old jackass who doesn't wanna admit tht u're wrong, at times, u're being a cynic, hypocrite and loves using reverse psychology on people who doesn't hav tht high esteem as much as urself, u're being selfish at times, and sometimes u're an idiot tht u juz dun want to admit it. Yes, u hav a lot of frens "who cares for u and adores u alot" but some can't take ur attitude, well, i can't do or anythin or say anythin tht'll make u change becuz it's who u are. And i gotta accept tht, like wad liyanna always said to me "well, u think wad type of person he is, u juz got to be patient with him."
Well, i kinda agree with her when she said this b4, us bitchin together makes the group stronger, but now, it's fallin apart and i hav no idea whether Draz has an idea on wad's been going on. Yeah ur reconcilition with ur old fren brought back joys together, and well yeah, i can see tht u're havin a major fun, yes i read ur blog..
I dunno whether u'll read mine as well, but here goes, I'm sorry, i know i hardly hear u say tht word to me before, like i said let this be my first move.. again.. anyways, i'm sorry if i was a total idiot or an asshole towards u, i'm sorry for wadever awful things i did to u, and i agree with u the other time when u said, "Frens will choose me over u, becuz i'm the fun and popular one." well, i guess u forgotten abt tht 1, well u did.
U were rite anyways.. So this is my entry of apology, up to u whether to forgive me or not, at least i made my move already. Anyways, miss hangin out with u. Dunno whether u'll read this anyways.. Satisfyin enuf? well if no, i can't say anythin cuz i'm already being honest with wad i'm gonna say. Well, take care..
Sincerely Yours truly,
Hilmi
HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY HERMS!
This is kind of a late entry but i'm juz 2 days late tho for this entry.. Hahaha.. Happy Birthday Herman!! Or shud i say herms?? haha.. U've been a gr8 fren for the past 2 years? i think, thanks for the KL trip, being my style advisor, my gym buddy and of course the person tht i always being a bitch when i feel drunk and high.. haha.. Well, thanks for everythin bro, even tho u're in Vietnam now, enjoy ur honeymoon yeah? hehe.. if u know wad i mean, make sure "bulan tu menyinar sungguh.." hehe (personal joke).. Anyways, Zaq and i dunno wad to get for u on ur birthday but we'll think of somethin fun.. hehe.. take care bro, and happy 25! gosh, u're old already.. haha..
topsy turvy-ed @ 8:30 AM
Hey ya readers, i watch these 2 movies above on my bday. It was really awesome. Well Ashton Kutcher, boy, he never fails to crack all his jokes and being stupid as ever. And Cameron D, well, hot and sexy as ever. This 2 can make a gr8 pair in realitee. haha.. but too bad..
Entry of Apology