Somethin random
When something terrible happens and you're in the middle of it you really do feel like you're never going to be the same again. You feel like every day of your life from now will have about it the same dull greyness. Sometimes you feel like you'll never smile again. Then, of course, the day arrives when the anger and bitterness are not as intense as they were the day before, and eventually the catastrophe seems like a distant memory from some other lifetime. You begin to feel. . . okay. Not great, not good but not bad either. You can laugh without feeling guilty. You can smile without wanting to cry.
Yes, i wrote tht, and not me being depressed but juz something i feel like letting it out. Hmm.. I guess i miss ranting on my blog.
I miss Naha, Dalilah, Danny, Rusty and gang, my very own sister, Azmil, Liyanna and Draz. Hmm.. Gotta catch up with all these people.. And I'm still figuring out wad to do when i ORD. Sigh.. Till next entry.
My condolences to Sunita, Anita's sister, her news was somehow came as shock to me.. The last time i met her was like when? 3 years or 4 years back? During Deepavali. Anita, if u happen to read this, I'm really am so sorry about your sister, her news had shocked me and Liyanna. I know u won't be fine, but u'll get thru it ok. Take care sister.. Though i dunno her that well, but still, she's a frenly woman and a soft spoken 1 too..
