Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Hi loyal readers! It's 330am, gosh look at the time, in 3 hours time gotta wake up and get ready for work tho. well not werk actually, it's my medical appointment at Alexandra Hospital. yup, it's regardin my Skin, bee havin rashes lately, i think it's wad i end, nothin physical or sexual tht i did, i mean hey, i hadn't had sex for very long time. haha.. So i hope the appointment will go well, need to know wad's wrong with meself..
Anyways, guess wad, i got a job offer! yup yup, and it's a high end retail line. and Rizan, my fren who werks at Gucci Taka, told me to take the job. Wow. It's a huge deal for me and i'm still reconsidering tho. haha.. Well, the werkplace is at Paragon and it's at Dunhill!! How cool is tht? I'm being offered to work at Dunhill, a fren of mine recommended me to his fren who is the boss, i mean wow. Then i cud see sexy Jude Law in his posters. Haha.. Not gettin my hopes high up cuz this is my only opportunity, i've being offered to werk part time there as u know, NS.. so maybe after tht i cud convert full-time. and yes, the pay is very attractive. haha.. Wow.. me in retail? haha.. It's like weird. But rusty said i got the service line look. haha.. well, these kind of places sure needs good groomin, and as for me, groomin? I already look haggard in pics nowadays, tht's y i nvr really display any as u can see from all the recent previous few entries. haha.. So any words of encouragement out there? wud luv to hear it whether it's good or bad, juz shoot yeah..
Well, waddaya know, May's here!! Haha.. well, unfortunately i didn't get the 200 bucks offset package, bollocks.. at least all my frens get to enjoy with tht 200. hahaha.. anyways, birthday month is here! Yay!! 21! hahah.. well, if u guys are askin wad am i doing for my 21st? well, nothin. yup, i know ppl wud say 'but it's ur 21st? y aren't u doing anythin?' Well, my reasons are, budget and another thing is, i hav no idea wad to do anyway. So i juz let it be la. Haha..
Ok frens of mine wants me to create a list of wad i want here, so don't say i didn't ok. and some of the items in the list are an impossible for y'all to get. haha..
My Birthday List Number 1(Impossible to get)
1. A New Phone from Sony Ericsson walkman which looks like a PDA which is..
2. A new MP3, hmm, i like the 1 from Sony the 1 which looks like creative ZEN like Naha's, very small and sleek, which can play AAC format.
3. PSP black which has Final Fantasy Crisis core in it!
4. Grey's Anatomy DVD boxset
5. The OC DVD boxset
6. Desperate Housewives DVD boxset
7. Beast Wars and Beast Machines DVD boxset get it at HMV!
8. A HP laptop?
9. Men's Lab Series Skincare Products
10. Hugo Boss perfume
11. Jean Paul Gaultier Perfume
Birthday List number 2 (which i think u all can get for me)
1. Juz celebrate with the ppl who treasures and appreciates me throughout the years knowing me..
Yup, so tht's it! I think birthday list number 1 is too impossible huh? yup. well, if i were u guys, i choose birthday list number 2. hehe.. yup, i wanna celebrate with the ppl who loves me, and i love u guys.. ok, time to hit the sack, btw, i hope u like the songs, speaking of Songs, i think I'm rootin for David Cook in American Idol, apart from being him being hot, he got a nice voice. I really love him sing during the Andrew Lyodd Webber week. Sadly my predictions will be tht pretty boy David Archuletta is gonna win, my sister is crazy abt him.. Sigh.. Till next time.. Good nite!
topsy turvy-ed @ 3:31 AM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Hey ya readers! Guess wad? My reservist trainin is next month which is on the 8th and 9th. Cool eh? I didn't expect meself to go for my reservist trainin so soon, usually it's like 2 months before u ORD actually, well the sooner the better. I'll be done with NS life very soon! Yoohoo!! Can't wait for tht day to happen.
IPPT is on this thursday! And will be my last time takin it during my NS. I hope i'll get a silver again tho, cuz my i really sucked at Standing Board Jump, yup, tht's my only weakness.. Grr.. Hopefully this thursday won't end up badly. And i still hope tht i cud keep up with my 9 min timin in my 2.4km run.. haha..
The new OC in my station is really givin me and my colleagues a hard time. So particular abt things, especially our scenario drills. Uniform also very particular, like they also say, SI-BEH ON! haha.. yup, the days of my ORD is drawin nearer and nearer and workload is a pile of bollocks.. really.. Makin aku nak ORD makin merepek keje2 OC kasi. Most of my colleagues are quite fed up now at work, it's nothin to look forward to other than being lectured most of time.. yeah..
Anyways, went out with the Noches today, met up with Naha and Sid first, apparently Suhaimi suppose to join but cancelled on us, Buih... Anyways, yup, went out with them first and it was kinda boring though, cuz i dunno wad or how to start the conversation with Sid like we used to. So it's kinda silent the whole afternoon as Naha tried to do most of the talkin, hmm.. I'll try to talk abt somethin tht we used to talk abt the next time we hang yeah.. It's not like last time, things change now. It can be bad and it can be good. But at times we hav to accept of wad or who we are rite? Well sorry sid if i was a bit numb juz now, i'll try to think of somethin to rectify it ok, sorry sis for making u do the talkin most of the time. The rest of the clan came by and well yeah, as always laughters, critics, goofing and most importantly cam-whoring, it was really fun, i dun hav the pics with me cuz it's with Naha.. hopefully she'll update her blog soon abt us.
I made the decision not to speak when spoken the next time, i mean it's not worthy at all, i mean people don't really care wad i think and i won't care at all abt them. So from now on, Hilmi, juz shut up and bother with ur life than bothering others, it ain't worth ur time at all..
topsy turvy-ed @ 11:48 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
ok this is kinda late entry due to some reasons tho. Eeks's computer kinda crash and can't blog neither i cud check my mails too.. Which is kinda suck, oh well, anyways, this is kinda late for me to type it out but i wanna wish dalilah a very HAPPY 23rd birthday, i wish i cud post a picture of wad i got for her, but this is my Jul's Magnum, so no pics ah..
Well, wad i got for dalilah was 2 corrinne may's cd and a collage of her photos and mine, and eeks, and her darling jason MRAZ. Yeah, i know i dun do all these DIY stuffs normally, it was quite a shock for me too that i did! Haha, on top of tht i wrote a poem for her tht i hope she enjoyed readin it though. Haha..
Anyways, i hope she did enjoyed her birthday as i cud tell by readin her blog, wow, look at those presents! haha.. feels like her 21st birthday instead of her 23rd.. haha.. Well girl, most of my frens tht read ur blog don't believe tht u're 23.. some thot u're 18, ppl like rusty and amilia thot u're 18. keep the flattery to urself yeah. haha..
gosh, i left 4 more months, and rudy! u are damm lucky to participate in this year's national day even when u're in NS! damm u! haha.. wish i cud go, nvr been to NDP b4. Ok this sucks, can't wait to ORD.. and i need a good damm pay job! haha.. well till next entry which i can't tell when.. toodles. oh and naha, don't get too hard on urself with Khai yeah, juz kiss and make up will ya? haha..
topsy turvy-ed @ 7:30 PM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
hey there readers, hmm, earlier todae, i went to my old blog and i read the old entries tht i rant abt. And wow, seriously, i do hav issues eh? haha.. still am, still do.. There was this particular long entry tht i had, which was my conflict between me and Naha abt a job at Shangri-La Hotel, tht was really a boomer.. I mean tht was like 3 years back and it was 2005. wow. I was laughin readin the entry. haha. i hav a lot of ups and downs with the girl, but no matter wad, we're still together as frens, even tho she hav to accept my flaws and i hav to accept hers..
She called me in the middle of my sleep juz now in the afternoon tellin me abt birthday presents.. Sigh, i dun mean to be bitch rite now, but i hav to blog and on my "BITCH MODE".
Ehem, well, presents resembles a thot. A thought tht counts of his/her frenship towards a person. A true fren doesn't really care of wad he or she bought for tht person, whether it's cheap or expensive, branded or "bran-sacked"(which means imitation or no brand). It's wad ppl always say "it's the thot tht counts". am i rite ppl? I mean c'mon, u dun hav to like, sacrifice so much tht it's A MUST for u to get tht particular gift if not u'll die, it's like u bought it to impress and not for the thought, and u wud think tht the person wud return u twice as big as the present tht u bought for him and her. Well no.. unless u are like some1 who earns $2k per month and u want to buy for him/her a LV bag or Chanel yah by all means. Ok i dun care abt my narrow-minded opinion but this is a freedom of speech, and also, i'm sure some ppl disagree with wad i juz pointed out. This juz bugs me, here we are plannin a gr8 party or at least a decent nice one for him/her, and there he/she (as in the birthday boy's/girl's frens) being so material minded and gettin past the blonde moment of him/ her..
Ok i dunno whether i prove my point here, but i'm sure there's a lot of disagreements, don't expect much from a person, especially when he or she is either in NS or dun hav a stable career, when he or she comes to ur birthday, it's the thot tht counts and his/her presence for being there for u not the presents. Sincerely accept gifts from tht person, dun go around tellin ppl how much u hated tht gift, it juz saddening. seriously. I'm not sayin from my own point of view but for other frens of mine as well..
Tht's all i gotta say here.. Comments are welcome readers.. thanks..
topsy turvy-ed @ 9:28 PM
Monday, April 07, 2008
Ok i dun think it's gonna be werkin out between me and him... seriously..
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I was readin ur blog which i always hav been, only tht i nvr really link it here in my blog. i read ur past entries, the part where u started bloggin, the part where we met, at the BBQ 2007. I was really a fool to let u go, i wrote a poem to u and u replied with another, and tht was tht 1 time i received from some1 like u. I spent a lot of time with u, talk to u abt my stress at werk, how it first started. and the stress level went up and i completely ignored u and left without a trace.
How foolish i was for being such a jerk and nvr in my life i felt this way abt u. Soon i found out tht u're attached. Happily attached.. The reasons why i can't get on with my dates is becuz it always reminded me of u. always hav, i'm not crappin here but yeah, it's true. ur entries move me tht i dun hav the guts to approached to u and tell u how sorry i was. for being a jerk, and an ass hole.
Yeah u are attached now, and likewise, i've always been readin ur blog. I'm sorry if i hurt u. i know sayin all tht won't do any good, but i juz hope u are happy with the person u are attached to rite now.
want to know wad reminds me most abt u? this is....
You came into my life unexpectedly,
and everything took a turn for the better.
Your warm eyes,
your laugh,the sincere way you speak,
and the kindness you showed me,
will become a part of my life.
As you unfolded yourself to me,
I discovered more and more beauty.
I have never seen so muchgentleness in one person.
Without even knowing it,
you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart.
It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship.
But it's so easy to feel close to you.
I can't tell you how nice that feels.
I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you.
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There u go.. it shows how much i really miss u. i juz wish i cud be turn back time again, and seein us together again. It's too late to do amendments now... I'm sorry...
topsy turvy-ed @ 11:53 PM
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Ok April's here and past Monday I went to Aloha Loyang chalet to celebrate the April Babies' birthdays, as u can see there's 3 of them, Dalilah, Ina and Shadan, met up with the old cliques, and wow, there's certainly is a lot of changes in the group, tht really shows how matured they are now, and i think 3 of them going or should i say waiting for NS!! haha.. Finally, these boys are going soon, haha.. Pelan2 kayuh ye adik2 ku.. haha, abg sini nak ORD-oh! haha..
Oh yeah, did i tell ya guys tht the theme of the party was pink? Yeah! it is, initally i dun want to, cuz not really wad i wud wear but i was forced by my fav gerl, Dalilah Hani Ahmad, and yeah i did wear pink as u can see there.. haha.. the cake was presented by Fareez and his "family".. haha.. and eekz baked a cake for the 3 babies. which was nice though but too sweet ah bro, but nice try.. Anyways, met new people, meet new frens, and well, got along well "pretty" fine.. haha.. I felt like it was juz yesterday tht i celebrated their birthday at Pasir Ris, which was last year. Haha, how time flies, and wow. How we've grown to be well matured adults.
Lookin at bithdays, i juz remembered my 21st birthday is next month. wow.. I felt so old.. haha.. hmm.. i miss my RandomZ.. It's been a week and they're having fun. as always.. haha.. miss them...till the next entry..
and i miss u too.. u slowly openin up my heart..
topsy turvy-ed @ 8:45 PM
