Ok these are some pics tht i SERIOUSLY don't know it existed.
4 weeks I'm in station life, lots of trouble people had given me, as I'm new. I thought i wasn't the only one who got bullied but apparently another rookie who went the same date and day as me, tends to be the bully as well, He's juz a manipulative bitch, arrogant, liar and a hypocrite. I'm in my boiling point tht i juz wish i had a knife and stab him right thru his heart. He's suppose to be helpin me, not supportin the bullies.. But wadeva, this ppl are juz ass-holes, I can go mentally crazy juz becuz of them. I sound like a loser with no frens around me, how pathetic is tht? I can't even get along with all these fags. They order me around like a dog, wad abt the other guy? Well, he's simply relaxing, smokin cigarattes upstairts with the seniors..
I hope all of them die.. They're nothin but a bunch of manipulative liars!
I think there some things being left in the grave tht need some diggin. I didn't expect myself to be a different person. Different in a bad way.. Why? Wad actually happened? I didn't see myself change? In physical wise yes but personality I'm not quite sure. I juz felt astray and empty now..
And to you, thanks for hearing all my cries, and i'm sorry i've put u thru so much. I appreciate everythin u did and yes i miss you too.. A lot actually..
