Well well, it has been a tiring week for me.. Training for really tough.. Ya who says it's not? Hahaha.. Being shouted most of the time my instructors, sergeants, and even the enciks and not forgettin the PTIs.. Hiaz.. I'm even confused and panic when in comes to greetin the Sirs and unsure abt the ranks.. Yes, i am officially a botak guy and a recruit.. Hiaz.. Hahaha.. wake up every mornin at 4 am.. sleep at 2159 hours.. Hahaha..
As for Bunkmates, it's been really tough for me to get along with them cuz yeah, they are all MATS for 1 thing.. And i'm tryin my best to adapt to it.. But i think i can only get along with the Chinese.. Seriously, most of them are quite nerds.. Hahaha.. No offense..
I'm tired... Sleepy..
Booked out yesterday, and met up with the loved ones, Asrie, Eeks and of course my dear sweet Dalilah... She said i already put on weight.. Hahaha.. Well yeah, i've been eatin like mad. Hahaha.. I'm like so excited when i get to see Dalilah.. Hmm, i guessed I must hav been missing her a lot.. Hehehe..
Well, the only way now, is to back off, i guessed it is time for you to be with some1 else now. I'm sorry I've been troubling you all these times, i really appreciate all the help u've been givin me. For all i know, i hav no place in your heart. It hurts me, and I will never be good enuf at all for you. So i'm juz gonna concentrate on my own stuffs and you do yours. Sorry tht i make u worry, u dun hav to anymore. Say things to me if you mean it, don juz say without doin it. I always love you and i indeed knew tht my emotions for you hav gone too far.. So I believe, i better back off now.. I hope u are happy with you life now.. Love ya always..
topsy turvy-ed @ 5:38 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
2 more days to botak head... Hiaz...
The past 2 days hav been gr8.. been clubbin like hell with my frens, they threw me a farewell party tht i couldn't forget.. I love u guys.. Especially the people from Cempaka Biru, thanks for comin down. I'm glad to meet every1 of u for the last time hopefully not the last la, but i'm really glad i had fun with u guys.. Thanks for all the farewell gifts.. It's really very thotful.. Eeks, thank so much bro for all the treat.. I dunno how to repay u.. I like out of words and i can only say thanks.. Well thanks ok.. Dalilah Hani, i love u very much, at certain point u juz touched my heart and I'm glad tht i hav u part of my life.. Muacks!
You put urself up to this and all u want to do now is leave? how absurd can tht be? You are so predictable. It's not tht i wannt bitch abt u but please take the matter in a mature way, you know u can't always hav wad u want, it hurts, yes i know, but people move on. It maybe hard on you i understand, but bringin urself all this absurdness and stubborness won't gain anythin.. Who says u can't be friends? You may lose the person, but u didn't lose a wonderful friendship tht brings so many meanings behind it. Cherish tht.. The question is now, whether are u gonna be ok? 1 thing for sure, i know, you'll live.. My words maybe harsh to you but, ya, please, do wadeva u think it's right, i won't stop u from anythin but, get the facts right. Know wad the consequences are before u react to it.. I hope my words may lighten u up and make u realised.. Well, u know who u are, if u're reading this.. Thanks. . . . . .
topsy turvy-ed @ 2:35 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006
I'm not countin the days but i'm countin the hours tht i have left.. How i'm gonna spend it? and who are the very people tht i want to see most of it... Hiaz, it's like i'm the boyfriend of all my friends.. I love them and adore them very much.. Gonna miss them..
I love you but i know u can take care of urself, i juz love you, tht's all i know.. I hope u think of me as much as i think of u...
topsy turvy-ed @ 6:58 PM
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The name's Hilmi, u can call me Im for short, or Hils or Hilly will do.. haha.. Anyways, serving my national service right now and finishin soon 11 sept 2008! Yahoo
Born on 11 May 1987.. Hav 3 crazy siblings. 21 this year. Laid back kinda guy and loves to make sarcastic remarks.. and a bit lame as well...
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surf the net
reading books by mike gayle & matt dunn
hanging out with his frens