Woah.. I'm back guys, sorry for being MIA for so long, cuz firstly, i've been banned from using the com at my mum's house.. Which i dun really wanna explain here actually, but the 1 who has been updatin my blog is my sweet Dalilah Hani.. Thanks girl for everythin.. Anyways, the poems are written by me and of course i wrote it in a paper and gave it to Dalilah to help me type it down..
Sorry for the trouble girl..
Less than 2 weeks away, i'm gonna take a new path.. Yup, NS life.. I hope i get to be a better person and also be a better man and the ways of my maturity.. I'm really glad with the people that i always linger with, people like Dalilah, Eeks, Asrie, Shadan and Nasir, they really gave me strengths throughout my whole journey for the past few weeks.. And not forgettin sharin my laughs with the 1 tht used to slap me, yes Nahariah Ashraf, I'm talkin abt you baby.. I know ur boy is leavin very soon, but dun worry, you still hav me, Afiq and Red Rhino around.. Hahaha.. I hope u know wad i mean though.. Knowin you'll be celebrating ur 2 years with him very soon, i wish you all the best ok..
I got to say, certain things i can't really fix tht easily.. Hiaz.. I miss her badly.. Yes i know, even though how bad she is, or how temperamental she is, i hav to accept the way she is, and if only she know wad i've been thru instead of thinkin tht i'm enjoyin life and wouldn't care abt the internal affairs, for the record, i still miss her and love her. But it's not the time yet for me to approach her and say how sorry i was, being irresponsible son and a brother.. I guess she was right, i am selfish and pathetic... I love her a lot, and she is of all people tht i wanted her to see me off on the 12 Sept. I guess tht won't happen cuz i created so much sins towards her and God.. Hiaz... I hope the fasting month helps me destroys all the temptations i had.. I juz love to throw the darkness away from me.. It's been crampin up all over and i can't really get out...
I've come to the end of this entry and hopefully it won't be the last, cuz i had so much things tht i need express it out, be it love, friendship, family, sadness and happiness.. I love all the people tht hav been surroundin me.. You guys juz make my day everytime i see u guys.. Especially you, you know who u are... This is me Signin out from Afiq's crib..
topsy turvy-ed @ 4:33 PM
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The name's Hilmi, u can call me Im for short, or Hils or Hilly will do.. haha.. Anyways, serving my national service right now and finishin soon 11 sept 2008! Yahoo
Born on 11 May 1987.. Hav 3 crazy siblings. 21 this year. Laid back kinda guy and loves to make sarcastic remarks.. and a bit lame as well...
Loves
surf the net
reading books by mike gayle & matt dunn
hanging out with his frens