Ok i dun think it's gonna be werkin out between me and him... seriously..
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I was readin ur blog which i always hav been, only tht i nvr really link it here in my blog. i read ur past entries, the part where u started bloggin, the part where we met, at the BBQ 2007. I was really a fool to let u go, i wrote a poem to u and u replied with another, and tht was tht 1 time i received from some1 like u. I spent a lot of time with u, talk to u abt my stress at werk, how it first started. and the stress level went up and i completely ignored u and left without a trace. How foolish i was for being such a jerk and nvr in my life i felt this way abt u. Soon i found out tht u're attached. Happily attached.. The reasons why i can't get on with my dates is becuz it always reminded me of u. always hav, i'm not crappin here but yeah, it's true. ur entries move me tht i dun hav the guts to approached to u and tell u how sorry i was. for being a jerk, and an ass hole. Yeah u are attached now, and likewise, i've always been readin ur blog. I'm sorry if i hurt u. i know sayin all tht won't do any good, but i juz hope u are happy with the person u are attached to rite now. want to know wad reminds me most abt u? this is....
You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the better. Your warm eyes, your laugh,the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, will become a part of my life. As you unfolded yourself to me, I discovered more and more beauty. I have never seen so muchgentleness in one person. Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship. But it's so easy to feel close to you. I can't tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you.
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There u go.. it shows how much i really miss u. i juz wish i cud be turn back time again, and seein us together again. It's too late to do amendments now... I'm sorry...
topsy turvy-ed @ 11:53 PM
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The name's Hilmi, u can call me Im for short, or Hils or Hilly will do.. haha.. Anyways, serving my national service right now and finishin soon 11 sept 2008! Yahoo
Born on 11 May 1987.. Hav 3 crazy siblings. 21 this year. Laid back kinda guy and loves to make sarcastic remarks.. and a bit lame as well...
Loves
surf the net
reading books by mike gayle & matt dunn
hanging out with his frens
